Moriah Snell Writes . . .

heavy mind inside me, why do you fill my world with grey? where once was color, i see only shadows and i can find no stars heavy mind inside me, i thought i left you behind. but you are still here, you surround me on every side, and i find only you heavy mind inside me, is there no escape? i hope for freedom, i search for joy, but they are beyond my reach

  I know it's been a while. A lot has happened in the last two months of my life. I turned twenty-one, I changed jobs, and I moved out of my parents' house. So yeah. A busy time. I've also chopped my hair and dyed it copper. It's just one new thing after another. I've chose them all, and I've welcomed them all. It's hard sometimes. It hurts sometimes. But I am closer to who I want to be than I've been in a long time. My new situation is amazing for me. if you couldn't tell from some of the thing I've posted in the past, I've really struggled with my mental health and expressing my emotions in a positive way. It had reached the point where I felt I was never myself at home. While I love my family, it was not a good situation for me. I'm currently enjoying life with my cat and my roommate. We're still trying to find our rhythm concerning a few things. For me personally, that includes this blog and my writing in general. It's slowly ...