inside me

heavy mind inside me,

why do you fill my world with grey?

where once was color,

i see only shadows

and i can find no stars

heavy mind inside me,

i thought i left you behind.

but you are still here,

you surround me on every side,

and i find only you

heavy mind inside me,

is there no escape?

i hope for freedom,

i search for joy,

but they are beyond my reach